rants of an IT fly girl

I am changing a part of me in 2010..............i am making a resolutionary agenda for 2010 things lmao!!......... 1. get productively creative - to this effect i'll take on real work, illustrations and paintings, and i will gladly put up updates 2. get a new 2010 diary - in which like past years excluding 2009, a lot of writings will be done 3. have more posts than in 2009 - i'll try m'best and add a quote to each post. We must never stop learning 4. Seriously ridding myself of 'non-beneficial' and 'un-gainful' friends and friendships ... they carelessly tire me lol!! but seriously! 5. get to read 'a fistful of tales' - Ayodele Arigbabu, 'love letters' - Dr. Wilson and 'a heart to mend' - myne whitman As the year goes by i'll be ticking off stuff i have done.....i hope the end of 2010 shall be better than its beginning i have learnt when you buy a girl a pair of shoes, she'll use them to walk away... lol.........most likely...

don't describe me as nice! i'm not just into the word....... i seriously always wonder why people decide to decribe themselves as being 'nice' eagerly with painted smiles on their faces - pretentious stuff i tell you!! here i go ranting again! well, today i was told i never have nice things to say to people.......duh! i don't go by the definition 'nice'

don't u just love that song dweeby dweeby doo- ooooh ooooh! clap your hands and stomp your feet!! had a lovely day yesterday being my birthday tho almost hated the day at some low point........cos of some shoes.... got another pair and continued with an awesome day happy birthday to me! lets see what 25years brings!! :-)!

was walking home this evening, my feet were well beyond wet......i was wearing shoes....Aldo blowfish-like boots to lay emphasis........and i was over whelmed with real saddness 'i can't deal with wet and cold feet' i was moved to tears of self-pity....soon discarded.....had vi va la vida playin in my head thru finally, got home, got warm and lost the unhappiness. m'head: why did you go out when it was snowing m'self: promised i would get some stuff i had been workin on all weekend, printed m'head: so, its cold and snowing girl m'self: i will b home as soon... last night on my way home i over heard two guys talking to each other guy in the wine hoody hereafter referred to as GwH guy in the fleece jacket hereafter referred to as Gfj GwH: do u mean to say you are not a homosexual me: my ears went all out mehn! cos they were behind me i slowed down so they could walk by my side Gfj: chuckles GwH:tell me tell me, are u or are u not homosexual me: rrrrrright! Gfj...

i luv my sony ericsson 910i....its a gamin phone and i got it because of tinchy,chipmunk and last year's MOBOS - beliv.... anyway music's good, games ok but seriously that phone has a mind of its own sometimes, it does anyhow n then embarasses me still.....i luv it i havn't thot of trading n.a.l.a for a blackberry just because... picture 6. a very lovely empty library picture 5. nicely arranged motor bikes i took from the top of a building at holborn picture 4. was on a bus near topshop liked the fron' of it picture 3. scary! lol a busstop during halloween picture 2. some bolt in the road,at a busstop too picture 1. the potty putter...the toilet game...some jokes! ps: cracker anonymous i have been chucked out...i still have the cravings to eat crackers, finished a pack a couple of weeks ago....i didn't buy with my money oh....but i hav replaced them crackers with tortilla chips...now i need to join T.C anonymous enjoy!

hi there it has been a long while...... didn't mean to be gone for long didn't even want to be gone for this bit.... but i had to be off to sort myself who cared and who didn't i ponder superficially deeply,how many friends i have got "here's the part you say you {flygirl} havn't been an even 'good' friend urself but still i try hard at it supporting till i'm drained...that i can testify i'm drained now i'm sorting in and i'm sorting out who's staying who's going who's the new person i'm adding on who's the old faithful i'll lay my head on i'm half a 'jubilee' in a couple of days i'm shedding off the unnecessary weight there is no 'i' in TEAM selfish i may sound, a nu year requires no excess baggage i'm drained now i have been cut off, i'm no dummy i won't hang around till u think u want me we can always pick up where we left off i'm sorting in and i'm sorting out there ...

i was goin to blog about.... me havin a great week so far...minus the lack of sleep... rant a bit about the X-factor,lurving J.L.S,wanting those twins out of the competition, danni actually cracked a joke last saturday while talkin to the twins....she said "for a split second seems you guys needed a sat nav to find you way back to the lyrics of your songs" ...me walking into my gp's office the other day and she shouting with glee "you are going to be 25,i'm signing u up for cervical screening" gosh!!! yeah Dr. Y remind me i'm getting old or older, you choose. ...me fallin into like with "love"......i don't believe in all that 'being in love'....bs however its the concept of it in some books,i'v been reading secrets by Freya North, its somewhat overwhelming n ish... not my type of book dunno why i even picked it from the shelf at the library....anyways the rest is history...me watching a play i was unsure of but i totally lurvd.....

i really had to type this post tonight firstly i'm totally gratefully to everyone who's takin off time to read my posts n leave comments too...i blame my lack of not havin my own system...i leave so little time to doin my blog rounds and when i'm done i hav not enuff time to type comments... thank you ever so so much i hav missed my library musings [Laughing out so Hard!!!...] well today i had to post my latest muse ...so there i was, sitting on the very hard and annoying chair,studying the accounting treatment of Leases when some dude walks up to me...(i changed libraries since March or so)... were are not allowed to talk out loud in the library ...so this guy whispers some stuff. I don't hear what he says but he's holding up a white piece of paper with stuff written in green ink on it and indicatin that i read it me: OOoo what's this? then i scheme thru its a Note..."My mom says when i see beautiful women i should acknowledge..." didn...

i find it amazing that we can't particularly record every single day of our lives...record in PLAY BACK way cept we get cameras and have tons and tons of stuff to watch.... kind of boring .....when we want to remember stuff, we hav to look up in a 'silly' way lol! or hit our heads, or bang on anything we can immediately lay our hands on....table... most of which doesn't work we remember or we don't remember period. ha! i find it amazing that no matter what, we...people...human beings...will always be liked and also 'not liked'... ok so our friends will like us blah-de-blah but definitely there will be people who won't like us let alone stand us conversation ......."u actually know the girl/boy...gosh some very irritating chic/guy, i don't like her... erm...well too bad this 'irritating' chic/guy has friends no matter what i find it amazing that it is so hard to change the mindset of adults sometimes... they are so stuck in their ways it ...

the MOBOs............ok stale i left this as a draft in my inbox forgive me!!!! Best African Act: Nneka Best Album: ‘Uncle B’, N-Dubz Best DJ: Trevor Nelson Best Gospel: Victizzle Best Hip Hop: Chipmunk Best International: Beyonce Best Jazz: Yolanda Brown Best Newcomer: JLS Best R&B: Keri Hilson Best Reggae: Sean Paul Best Song: ‘Beat Again’, JLS Best UK Act: N-Dubz Best Video: ‘Singles Ladies’, Beyonce was watching a clip of chipmunk,last year's mobos...........him talkin about this n that.........saddly my boy tinchy didn't get any awards but still tinchy's.............still tinchy Hold on's one song that just gets u by......... lurving it always TFL!!!!!!!!!!! TFL!!!!!!!!!!!!TFL!!!!!!!!! how many times jus how did i call it!!! THEY OWE ME £4 and i want it even if it is just to buy sweets.......i don't care and they won't get away with it.........i am so goin to have a lot of reference numbers when i get the money back i just want my money!!!! meanwhile th...

yesterday i spoke before i thought......... i was ridiculed and then i 'finally' thought how silly i did sound. i want to be bitter at the person who laughed at me, but i can't. Instead i know deep deep deeeeeeeeeeeep with in me i will never speak before i have thoroughly thought.

i feel sad and i can't speak with any one now so i'll rant n kinda bore y'll.....i'm ok jus a little weighed with bein sad,it will pass...now it is here...i'v been listenin [& also playing in my head] 'forever young'..........i got catch22 and the investment last month,i'm glad about them...........someone wondered why tinchy's called 'tinchy' asked if it was cos he's tiny lol,i'll say he's adorable..........big brother10's over, bba4 jus started......i'll follow n if it doesn't bore me but guy housemate twist it has begun with seems cool,................a huge shout out to laspapi,he sure made me smile

my mom tells me to read the at least 5 chapters in the Bible's book of the Psalms each day ..............truthfully i don't......... but i'll share psalm 16 i read in this last week and you could read it too watched the Ugly truth yestaday oooooooooooooooooooooo and with laspapi too hav a good week peeps goin off to get my hair did!!!

seriously the housemates should be 'fleeted' out of the BB house..............someone get a giant can of raid.....very powerful raid.........very very big can and get rid of those people geez!!! did they have some housemate casting strategy??? those housemates suck big time geez!!! green issues.............aren't u tired of people talking green n not practicing what they preach.........sheesh anyway the point is .....have you heard celebration, madonna's new single (i like madoona a lot a lot) ha! recycled lol!!! the tune well sounds like an old tune of hers to me sha whitney is back and her album's comin out soon...........ok i'm not a tiny bit bothered..........heard the dollar bill single and it does sound recycled too ooops!! i think jeremih's a real cutey but he sounds dosh sayin 'ma nayme is Jeremaah!' lol!!!

[digression] spotted! 1. me......wearing my hair 'mohawkan' style all thru yestaday ........... no i didn't shave my head, hairpins kept my hair in the center of my head, well i have been seriously considering cuttin my hair in the style.......but when i get tired of it......hmmmm........so hair gel and pins will keep the mohawk on my head for a bit 2. mark ormrod: saw his interview on bbc this mornin.....dunno him but i'm so proud of him and i wish him wonderful things as he goes on in life's journey, i pray it will be well with him and i pray ps: some of the bb10 housemates should be banned from tv........goin on it and even near it i'm tryin to get my brother to cut the mohawk too.......................sad i know lol!!! so back to the title ish .....one babe like that..... it always sounds right when 'we' girls are talking with our friends 'guys' and then they refer to .....one babe like that..... who is buggin them or something of that...

spotted! 1. some very interesting chicken limb i saw on my way home a couple of days ago!!! 2. very naked manequin at russel and bromley bond street with thigh-length leather boots ........went off on a long trip on saturday evenin in the cos of my toppin up my oyster card some shop attendant gave me a cricket coin as a one pound coin............i'm more miffed than pissed i'm lurvin tinchy's new single everyday

i'm sittin in a swivellin............i think there's a word like that.......anyway i'm referin to those office chairs that can do the 360 degrees turn, with 5 tires and hav the sit n back rest joined some how i'm thrilled, estatice, sad, unhappy, burstin with joy etc........i havnt been able to blog.......i won't use the busy 'lame' excuse......i am laptopless and i can type properly on the one i use where i work...............yessur! i work.......erm finally......i even passed my exam finally..... i can't type properly cos i hav tons n tons of stuff to do.........n blog about so this is goin to b a very long post...... Alert! .... if u don't like stories at this stage u might like to come back when i have a short rant to vent ........... but if u like my story telling..............lets hav fun readin jo :-)!!! over the past many weeks i had made up posts in my head with interestin titles smile even while your heart is achin .....music by charlie c...

really sad micheal jackson passed away at 2:26pm LA time......25 June 2009.......at 50years of age...... the skin issues, the surgeries et al didn't make him any more immortal...... he was born on august 29, 1958....... Gen 3:19.......and unto dust shalt thou return so what did i like about micheal.....? I liked his voice..... he never spoke with a raised voice always quite and subtle lovely guy too, great talent and all but lovely guy the press would always be nasty... my heart goes out to his mother most especially, she'll be heartbroken and surely devastated i do hope she gets all the strength she needs i hope Latoya gets strong too, she ran into the hospital with so much pain and tears i hope janet gets strong too she really adored her brother i hope his children don't feel left out and i do hope they get comfort they need i hope his family get even more united i was savin for a ticket for his summer tour...............well HMV will up the prices of his albums so i bett...

spent the whole day tryin my best to come up with "nice stuff"...........jus keep wondering...... yay the "Investment" kel's album dropped today!! can i get a YesBoss!! too fine video dropped yestaday here's the link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Zy7hW6X91M&feature=channel i love the tune.........kel with MI and Banky W.........how much do you want it??? kept hummin it thru the day grab ur copy now!!!!! or miss out......he-he! another tune i like's H-man's ndoli ndoli....the tune is sooooo catchy and yes the video is a Clarence Peters Expression anyways before i sign out due to lack of concrete stuff to rant, check this video http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uFv6NCnTK5U i can't blame the guardian dude sef (his name came up so much on twitter i was wondering who he was the whole afternoon)............what is "owo ati swagga" ???!!! talent, music..............or what!?! please say a prayer for my friend, he was stabbed and it hurts t...

i spent the week workin on a couple of designs and presentin then was ok too.......... so my yesterday did end well jus a little gutted the silly public threw cairon = laughter outta BB house and left a man who calls himself halfwit............and always talks off point or never has any tangible thing to say except try to show he's got general 'sense' but no sense in the matter at hand!! dang!!! even if he won BB we'll forget he did by the very next day..........hello! where is BB9's winner????? stumbled on tinchy styder's blog awesome here's the link http://www.starinthehood.net/blog.php and the star in the hood clothingz awesome too... my friend thinks i hav a crush on MI lol!!!!...........i like that he makes good music............ain't i the sucker for good things n music as well? na not a crush.............he simply rocks big time........i'm thinkin MI and a grime artist cld pull a good tune together may sammie or skepta.....lol! i'm learni...

yesterday i was feelin nostaglic, listenin to .....music some good ......some old .....some like all the small things - blink 182 just to get by - Talib kosoronmbe - dipp kiss me thru the phone - sbt i had JLS new single playing there was sparks new single too battlefield or something like that We made u, turn by turn and return a favour and a couple of others, my best is some new song i hear everyday........i'm still 'unbothered' about the title nor its singer but the chorus is catchy................what will my daddy say! o o o o!........ and this day - i am absolutely hating this day!! its my lack of concentration i want to blame............can't seem to i'm not interested in doin anything apart from chewing on dry crackers i used up all my enthusiasm yesterday and today's sunny but gloomy " what a drag" - shinkamaru tried listening to dipp again, its just not working some things...

i hav been stayin indoors .............. obviously cos i have no business outside ha!!!! naruto, twitter n fb hav kept me somewhat sane........... and then i went and missed a good reason to party...............sad i am........but good things will still come my way i hav also been watchin Big Brother.........the past week had a 'physically' bigger girl being threatened by a 'very' small lady...........till the PBG gave some lame excuse and left the house.......total waste of space PBG if she didn't plan to stay till she got evicted or whatever then she should hav turned down the offer before enterin the house jo.............some claim to fame!?!?!? i'm so sure it wouldn't work...............she'll soooooo be history in a couple of months he-he!!! random thots.......... LWKM, LWKMD, LWKMFH!!!!!!! these internet slangs that amaze me... a friend had a status up recently and one of the comments left was LWKM!!!! and i spent about ten minutes wondering what ...

seriously some things are jus ...... what!?!?!...... annoying....i'm snapping here!!!!! so i havn't stepped out of my homestead since sunday and .........i decided to get a few supplies today.......... took a long walk and on my back home some guy drives by my side smiles and says hi.......ok hi!?!........and er......bye......or not! the eejit goes to park his car in a corner and comes to walk with me.... oooo such a nice girl we should be friends.................... what is it sef? Gini? did i annoy some one who has decided to send eejits my way ey? u ahould have see his teeth....... so i've been watching big brother......... something about the house mates is jus wrong.......seriously the guys all seem way...........tooooooooo.........connected to being sloppy n well..... irritating and the girls..........we viewers are simply in for less entertainment, a lot crappy cat fights, crocodile tears and quite irrelevant words one more thing.........who decides to change his or...

what if they were.....er.......ugly before then............ not my lines tho went dancing yestaday..............n not as SSP suggests..............dance dance n forget ur sorrow...........................becos i'm still chronologically unhappy......well....... but now with very good assurance Habbakkuk 2:3 so went dancing cos my friends invited me for some guy's........their friend's........... birthday shin-dig................so i found my oh so fly self in an interesting er bar that states no one's ugly after 2am truth is that really depends ha-ha! and boy did we dance..............not becos i really did a good job dancing so i'm thinking do people really have dancing shoes?????? had to where a pair of high heels ...........my sis!!! truthfully if i didn't end up in them i would hav looked......u decide! anyways why do girls hav to wear those things and dance like what - klutz !!!!! n guys in plims n the likes dancin good!!!!!! ok whatever .............danced ...

i'm havin one of those days ............. with my head pounding, my eyes heavy and i'm utterly unhappy an indescribable 'cutting' pain is tugging at my chest i don't want to hear about anything especially hope people........................i hav no love for any one..............let them stay out of my tuff may be i'll truly smile real smiles again, but not jus now who knows i'll laff from deep down again.........will it be tomorrow the 4th? or the other tomorrow they talk about all the time everything is going on by, some at a fast pace others at a steady pace yet still some maintain their own pace me? i've got no place can i pray? i'll be back when my help does come forth

i don't like fast food but i really can't cook...............what then do i really want? i hav spoken to 3 guys who believe woment are jus too undecisive......is that how it is spelt? spent my last weekend hangin out with a different crew......................a friend i met once n made last december, been talkin to on the phone for a couple of weeks now.....his crew.........ha ha there is life way beyond my secure oyster shell lol!!!! so did i hav fun .............. yes i did......... funny thing is i am still asked the question???? so i made new interesting friends.........hmmm some what sort off......... and interesting sights befell my eyes....... guys seem to be the same everywhere..................seems to me that scantily dressed girls appeal to guys, but they wouldn't really want their own girls scantily dressed except they were all over her and showin her off.............and then they act all nice to other babes but make so much fun of them its pathetic can't bl...

phew!!!!!!! n i can keep sayin that i'm jus glad my exams are over for now mehn!!!! i can be glad for much more genuine reasons ha-ha! i've gone from hangin out at the library, in the library, around it, on it...........have shaggy lookin lesbians kissin in front of me, down to 'orrible smells, to all sorts of other 'straight' but...... looking lovers putting up a show in fron' of me.......then sitting for so long my legs are silently cursing.......i don tire lol!!!! gladly its Hey Ho!!!! partying n all mehn!!!!!!!! WCEEEEZY!!! lurvin his album.............ok a couple of songs...........that counts for the whole thing jo!!! decided to finally start twitting..............funny its not soooooo bad keri hilson rocks mehn!!!!! happy birthday buttercup......................u rock too!!!!

..............so i'm meant to stay away till after my exams.................ish!! i jus couldn't help it most esp when i seem to be attractin the wrong type of guys- Old men!!! hello!!!! yestaday i was standing in front of a super market quite early- 6:58am for a saturday mornin cos i need to buy food but not miss kim possible, and some guy-old man walks up to me and asks when ithe store would open pointed at the sign that said 7am as i spoke, later in the store the guy walks up to me and asks where i am from...........Proudly Naija ha-ha!!!! and then he goes 'do you hav a boyfriend!?! aaaaaaaaaaaaagh!!!!!!! because i like you' WHAT!!!!!! on my way to church this morning .............decided to watch batman till 9:25 so i was 15min late to church................as i was walkin hurriedly some guy appears by my side silly beardy guy: 'hello miss i think we'v met before my humble fly self: shook me head meanin OH NO we havn't silly beardy guy: er ok sorry i ...

my F.A tutor is one very funny guy he always comes up with the funniest but true quotes or sayings or riddles of some sort................like.............. "wear ur new shoes before your wedding day...........so you don't walk funny" element of truth in that ...........my wondering mind......yet again.......why do mannequin makers make female mannequins with nipples? exactly why? ..............is it some sort of "sex appeal thingy"? cos i find it really ridiculous..................female mannequins are not dressed to appeal to guys nor their male mannequins counterparts.............er...........can't see hello!!!???..............may be the dolls come alive at the strike of midnight lmao!!!! its funny how slangs revolve in a cycle...............recycled slangs.............he he!! we r goin green on everything...........even our words fashion also..............e.g. shoulder pads......talk about major nonsense.........i wouldn't be caught wearing those thi...

my weekend............included watching rush hour part one which i totally lurv still, wording off with the tweet.................aaaaaagh she n her man broke up..........awwww my model couples are breakin up!!!???!!!.............. there am i wondering..............why bother when the good ones seem not to........ spent the evenings speakin to some guy i met last year who i'm sure would be thinking why he really spent time speaking with me......................told him i watched spongebob square pants, i'ld choose a cartoon any day any time over a blo'y movie and my best cartoon was/is 'as told by ginger' OK! but its the truth my footie lads lost.......................well the everton lads played hard and well...............berbatov strolled to take his penalty shot gosh!!!.............. today's hasn't gone so bad...............music is calming............when saddness tries to creep in and i keep humming my song for the day..............its keri hilson'...

i'm havin one of those days i really wonder why i am where i am......................then the post i typed prevvy to this one got wiped off and i hav to re-type................i keep sayin silent prayers to boost my spirit up......... i hav had this thot in my head for a while...................am i a show off? i am very proud of my friends and even tho i may not tell i to their faces i am.........i always go on and on about them..........i don't seem to be able to hold a conversation these days without putting in a word or two about them............my boss sagie made something.........or my sister did this........or my cousin said that..........or the bee did that.........or T is involved with this.......or my J.L friend made that..........or Y.bee said this.......or it once happened to my homegirl.......or the tweet is......... i just keep goin on and on.......... does it make me a show of? am i full or overflowing with pride? my friends are special in their own little ways e...

so there i was 'je-je-ly' sitting at home nursing a tummyache, watching finding nemo, and having red leciester cheese and crackers................................i love cheese.....in a really good way... then my sis comes home and says so & so is havin a birthday 'come-chop'. initially didn't want to go but then i decided .......... and after 4 outfits..........i headed out yay!!!! met a couple of peeps....mostly guys talkin about naija, politics and the world recession ...........BORING!!! ..........buried my nose in a book .............got roped in a conversation so i dumped the book anyway the houseparty had cakes icecream and coke good!!!! and jus' as i was about to roll back home my sister comes to ask if i was interested in steambar, said i wasn't. pops her head back n says m.i's around i was like JOKE! she says 'no' she's serious ey! i was soooooo supposed to kno when next he was goin to be around aaaaaaagh!!!! and thAt was how eas...

sometimes i like to feel like i can't do some certain things or some stuff are beneath me or ...... u know............any ways yesterday.....................before i had lovely fajitas for dinner, i didn't zip up my fly WHAT!!!! and i didn't notice till about 2 and a half hours my daiz!!!!!!!!!!!!! the good part is i had my scarf on so it kind of covered and no one really noticed, i notice and undid the harm before anyone noticed...........................aaaaaaaaaaaaaaggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! hey i'm all tryin to raise a bar here..............be the fylgirl n all, i'm spotting a new hairstyle and everyone seems to hav a good comment.................then the fly goes down  NEVER!!!!! lol!!!!!! 

.....................i'm really sick to my stomach of seeing peoples' disgusting underwear!!!!!................before i get to that ..................... yesterday on the bus a tiny eyed-asian girl ......... most def chinese.......tho i really wonder how to tell chinese peeps apart...........japanese, koreans, filipinos and indonesians are easier to tell..... anyway the chic got on the bus and stood in fron' of me so i noticed her ear-rings.......turqoise green large bows hmmmm....... she had a wannabe-pearl necklace round her neck, one of those long ones girls tie, def wannabees cos she tied them in a not.......u can't hav real ones and then not them up anyhow she sat next to me later and i noticed a huge ring on her first right finger with a big bow from lace trimmings......hmmmm.......brought out her phone all shiny with bows.............geez tooooooo bow-tick lol!!!!! jus made me laugh at us girls...........its either bows or butterflies or stars or the colour pink ...

......................definately studyin financial accounting isn't bubbly....................... boy hav i missed bloggin............... B i love ur new signature too .................i couldn't even make time to read other blogs aaaagh!!!!!! tho kind of worth it stayin off the internet.......minus fb some days................determination he he!!!!! if i stayed off fb, i'ld be force to close me thingy!!! ......................my playlist has been fun fun fun................keepin me sane from all those additions, deductions, accrual and prepayments :-)!!!!!!!! K.I.G's Head shoulders Knees and toes is on the top of it....................wow!!!!! the triger - Bubbly Bubbly........................and then the whole routine dance is jus fun Akon's there................as usual.............Konvict!!!!! ye baby!!!!!!.............we would meet very soon i'll tell u when we get to hang out - even if i have to stalk him all the way to bungalow 8 or wherever speakin ab...

.........i was still thinking how hurt i had been because of what he did and then said, and this thought sprang in my mind "i'ld rather stick my nose in the business of a toad than in anything that concerns him!" but do i really mean it? would i be able to achieve my plight? what if the toad doesn't want intruders like me too.......21 questions..... i guess i'm still ticked off he did appologize, but the deed had been done my daiz!!boy was i embarassed to a fault.....i felt like a complete wuzz.........helpless feeling i hate ......if he did it once he could do it again......i like to avoid such repitition by withdrawing and entering air tight shell........ie.........totally shut such out! i'm still ticked off!!! and then he showed ...........something really weird happened to me........i guess i'm used to being on the giving side.......my friend's friend topped up 5quid on my oyster jus because he didn't want me to climb up out of the station to g...

........ my pride in bein random seems to be goin down!!! recently if a random thot bout a person popped into my mind............sooner than expected i get a call from the person or an sms or an FB wall or inbox message or i bump into the person!!!! ok its gettin too seriously freaky .............. bumped into kuzco's friend (who's also mine.....more of K's) n i thot about him in the cos of the week.......was meant to send an sms i didn't........ on monday my tutor randomly mentioned burkina faso......some peeps even wondered if the place existed........then my sister randomly used burkina faso as an example....... at the church today the Pastor mentioned the country.......freaky or what!?!?!?! Been thinkin of gettin hold an old college friend and grabbin a bite for old timesake............. he sounded hurt when he realised i had been here for like 4 months before he knew ...........our very interesting friendship.........we were somewhat good friends only in school, w...

gosh jus' when i think i'm gettin the hang of financial accounting and income statements and balance sheets and bank reconciliation then WHAM......its hits me in the face and i jus don't get the questions i try to tackle..............ish!!! irritating!!! so much for studyin sef!!! i won't stop tho.......till the exams are well, over and done with last saturday i went to pick up fruits from a market not so far from home..............cheaper........my mom wants me to eat organic fruit.........well!!!!....... anyway so i picked up apples, oranges........etc n i was heading home.......and then i spotted a guy selling packed ribena.......... 8 for a pound what!!!! a very good bargain i say to myself........ of course i bought 8 was almost tempted to go for 16 but i changed my mind got home and was about to store away my prized ribenas when i looked on the top of the little packs they had expired last DECEMBER!!!! my daiz!!!!! i couldn't even frown!!!!! and the plums i bo...

.........even tho i claim to b 1 of the world's hugest unromantic........ i'm still a cute heart sometimes here's sending out a happy note....... to buttercup and chari...... my real star -blogged- studded couple who really make romantic seem like a lovely one... far apart as the knee is to the face... the distance is only for a while... may ur journey be as smooth as silk may ur days be as warm as milk {ok i got this part from a movie} to tosyn and bebe..... two very interesting friends i so admire strong willed and very determined may they find the one true love they each seek and live the real fairy tale..... happily ever and simply still happy to my boss sagie....who is sooo in luv awww bliss... may her efforts b crowned may she eat the good of the land to ochuko....a real talent in photography {i hope he doesn't stop takin pictures} a really deep but unreadable person who teaches me stuff in weirdly funny ways {i still remember the phi thingy} may his harvests alwa...

........there's a myth about walking underneath a ladder n gettin 7 or 10 or so years of bad luck...... before i tell the little tale i'll start with my mornin so its friday the 13th and becos everyone always expects bad luck..........it's jus never lucky. Mine went like this........my friend wanted me to check another library branch for a text book yesterday............did that and i asked that the book be reserved for me, i'ld come pick it up this mornin got directions from the library guy who helped and really made it sound like a walkin distance.........."take a bus18 when u see so and so college don't get off at that stop, u'ld see a fly-over pass it,u pass shell petrol station and then get off at the stop and cross the road"........... so i thot to myself .........just walk there hmmmmmm little did i know!!!!! started my journey 9:35.................armed with my brolly {in case it rained.....i was bitten on wed n thurs} walked outta my block.......

........i'm not particularly weary.....at the moment......its just a feeling........ sad........i slip in and out of saddness more often than not.............i'm now a sad-go lucky girl lol!!! never.......happy-go lucky's the word!!! torn...........in a way..............i sat in class the other day.......and when i had had enuff of the tutor's rambling i was wondering what an artist was doin in an accounting class..........i know ........i am making waves for myself........when i become what " walt disney is to france, and Andy warhol is to america " to nigeria.........i'll be able to say 'I had a dream......a vision.....i simply always had it in me' :-)!!! jus being my usual melancholic self with a touch of san.....bursting forth with cartoon strips of the people around me...... i've been making my library rounds......and spending longer hours recently.........do i hav a choice?..........well yes i do.......... but i hav to first understand wh...

slept a little late last night..........i was watchin a couple of neighbours build a snowman.........besides they were really making noise. the snow man ended up not turnin out right tho lol!!!!! didn't actually plan to go further than the library today........now its a holiday.......the trees look all cute covered in white ice and not green leaves its been snowin all morning, buses have been cancelled,flights hav been cancelled and some tube lines my friend and i made it to a station but we had to turn back home so on our way home we 'popped into somerfield' for a couple of supplies and got talkin with the only staff at the till...........funny thing is she's been servin me on my last three visits or there about....weird!!! anyways she lives in barking and has to travel all the way each day, she said she stood at the bus stop for 45mins around 4am when no bus came forth, she walked to the station,cos there were minor delays she had to take the central line and the circ...

.......i had been wondering what i'ld title this post cos i really wanted to rant about my past weekend...... so jus its just cos its my 100th post see me see trouble.............a very interesting saying so many nigerians love to speak........me included...... my weekend started with a horrible cold........i wonder where i picked it up from.....well i fought it hard oilbas, tissue and all friday wasn't such a bad one i even told by the porter of my building i looked cool.....he said my hair colour was really cool and all........i hav 18 corn rolls i RED yes red on my hair......even some freak at the bank kept prancing in front of my on the queue just so i could look up at him.......and i'm loving the look....... saturday afternoon......looked all sunny and warm from the good side of the window but when my friend made me go out doors gosh the wind almost made me part with the ground i was treading on thanks to the big heavy bag i was carrying later in the evening i went a l...

CBB is over....coolio didn't win tho...........n i'll definatley miss the ol'man too as far as i am concerned.......................50 cents rocks!!!!.........my opinion and i'm entitled to it lol!!! so i jus listened to ne-yo's interview with dj swerve on kiss Fm.........gosh.......he's so on his way to bein my BFF!!!! i'm so serious i've almost worn out my M.I cd i think i'll soon need another one... albums i loved last year year of the gentleman 808's & heartbreak talk about it naeto C's nickle back Jay Martins coldplay's vi va la vi da durella's and so many singles!!!! my new love are kid cudi "day n night" and Lady gaga "jus dance"..........omg!!!! i soooo love dancing to their songs Jay sean is cute!!!! i'm soooo waitin for kel's album,50cents too madonna and knighthouse chronicles Ryan leslie's album's comin out pretty soon Pharell Williams.............my brither from another mother!! sea...