rants of an IT fly girl

it has been a year now doubt his family has moved on moving on is a hard thing to do no matter what they say and his friends......... The few I know haven't really it is always different when you know you won't be hearing the person say 'hi' it has been a year now for some it doesn't feel so long

i'm really sad about Da grin's passing away ...still spoke about him just the other day ...still said a prayer for him ...still hoped we would laugh about me not liking his first album ...still mentioned that his second album will be so hot and i'll be glad i hope and pray his family's comforted i hope and pray for all his friends who will miss him everyday rest now Olayitan Olanipekun Oladapo a.k.a Da grin a.k.a fimilejo 22-04-2010 #np You had a bad day - Alvin & The Chipmunks David Powter ps: Can we ever be thankful enough that we go to bed and wake up again, we go out and come back in...

what if they were.....er.......ugly before then............ not my lines tho went dancing yestaday..............n not as SSP suggests..............dance dance n forget ur sorrow...........................becos i'm still chronologically unhappy......well....... but now with very good assurance Habbakkuk 2:3 so went dancing cos my friends invited me for some guy's........their friend's........... birthday shin-dig................so i found my oh so fly self in an interesting er bar that states no one's ugly after 2am truth is that really depends ha-ha! and boy did we dance..............not becos i really did a good job dancing so i'm thinking do people really have dancing shoes?????? had to where a pair of high heels ...........my sis!!! truthfully if i didn't end up in them i would hav looked......u decide! anyways why do girls hav to wear those things and dance like what - klutz !!!!! n guys in plims n the likes dancin good!!!!!! ok whatever .............danced ...

i'm havin one of those days i really wonder why i am where i am......................then the post i typed prevvy to this one got wiped off and i hav to re-type................i keep sayin silent prayers to boost my spirit up......... i hav had this thot in my head for a while...................am i a show off? i am very proud of my friends and even tho i may not tell i to their faces i am.........i always go on and on about them..........i don't seem to be able to hold a conversation these days without putting in a word or two about them............my boss sagie made something.........or my sister did this........or my cousin said that..........or the bee did that.........or T is involved with this.......or my J.L friend made that..........or Y.bee said this.......or it once happened to my homegirl.......or the tweet is......... i just keep goin on and on.......... does it make me a show of? am i full or overflowing with pride? my friends are special in their own little ways e...

so there i was 'je-je-ly' sitting at home nursing a tummyache, watching finding nemo, and having red leciester cheese and crackers................................i love cheese.....in a really good way... then my sis comes home and says so & so is havin a birthday 'come-chop'. initially didn't want to go but then i decided .......... and after 4 outfits..........i headed out yay!!!! met a couple of peeps....mostly guys talkin about naija, politics and the world recession ...........BORING!!! ..........buried my nose in a book .............got roped in a conversation so i dumped the book anyway the houseparty had cakes icecream and coke good!!!! and jus' as i was about to roll back home my sister comes to ask if i was interested in steambar, said i wasn't. pops her head back n says m.i's around i was like JOKE! she says 'no' she's serious ey! i was soooooo supposed to kno when next he was goin to be around aaaaaaagh!!!! and thAt was how eas...

.........even tho i claim to b 1 of the world's hugest unromantic........ i'm still a cute heart sometimes here's sending out a happy note....... to buttercup and chari...... my real star -blogged- studded couple who really make romantic seem like a lovely one... far apart as the knee is to the face... the distance is only for a while... may ur journey be as smooth as silk may ur days be as warm as milk {ok i got this part from a movie} to tosyn and bebe..... two very interesting friends i so admire strong willed and very determined may they find the one true love they each seek and live the real fairy tale..... happily ever and simply still happy to my boss sagie....who is sooo in luv awww bliss... may her efforts b crowned may she eat the good of the land to ochuko....a real talent in photography {i hope he doesn't stop takin pictures} a really deep but unreadable person who teaches me stuff in weirdly funny ways {i still remember the phi thingy} may his harvests alwa...

ditto, last day in december dear 2008 i'm so glad to be able to say goodbye to you it has been tough, honestly tough we have had good laughs and long tears we have had lovely times and crying times the sad and down striken days and months, the joys from lying out on the beach simply bein happy the weeping from deep down in our hearts over loved ones who died 2008, you had equal number of sad times and happy times but u know how humans are......i think whenever i had a happy time.....u made sure there was a sad one lurkin in place there were days i just didn't want to end, there were times i wished there was a reverse button there were times i also wished a foward button existed there were times i wished the bad dreams would go away so i could wake up to gladness only that they were not bad dreams but real stuff i am thankful for family, friends and the ...

..........facebook really has helped change lots of things ......and communication read my boss sagie's status..................she prayed for peace for the soul of loved one who just passed away ...............i left a comment...........sorry then my sister shouts to me...............a little while later.........suur is dead blood rushed to my face and i said 'no it isn't him' then i send sagie a message its him...........from wot she replies to me i say to my sister, i hav to call emeka he will know what happened then she says emeka's dead too more blood rushes to my face i hav so many questions in my head......................many questions that would never be answered emeka for ever full of life even when he's just been annoyed by someone ........my hands are totally shaking as i type......... he always had one business proposal or the other always on about how he'll make money then his plans on how he'll spend the money would follow then he'll t...

yup!!!thats me!!! likeable but totally craz....... what with the things i still do, hav done, did way back! lol! Aaaaaaaaaaaa so I’m home alone!!!!! Watchin t.v……….and then I want to rant aaaaaaaaaaa the sad part I can’t actually scream………technically or not……I mean I can’t scream cos other people live in this block anywayz i really can't scream at all!!! it doesn't come out right! ripped the title from a book i read by sue limb! and then edited the title to suit me so this is me...........not in any lonely hearts advertorial or stuff ish!!! i'm not the lonely type girl...........i'm too much in me i have got no space for......... like........ the lonely spot thing so its me girl 23 jus a couple of daiz left and I’m 24 Yay!!!!!The spot light’s on me…….the Question how does it feel to get older?....Answer I dunno its jus another day to hav a reason to drink Cocacola and besides I lurv my birth day……the day I was born ‘eXCuse me I totally lurv it!!!!! Call me silly or what...

today i'm home n bored........i have books to read but all the wounds on shea butter glazed skin won't let me concentrate my skin is really dry n has a mind of its own......which it uses at its free will ..........now its broken beyond pain and shea butter seems to be helpin out this week i hav achieved not actually facebooking, and not actually dozing off in class got a little bored with fb besides i had to turn into bed early if i didn't want to spend my class hours dozin like an idiot last month was a month of doin 2 peculair new things i actually bought my first pair of heels.......high heels....... my dayz!!!.................in my 23years of bein human i hav never bought my self heels before and now i only own 3 pairs thanks to my sisters and my humble self eventually well i try sef.......its not particularly easy to walk in those things i also had extensions sewn to my hair.............i was actually freakin out when it was bein done tho but i'm luvin it now every...

so last week wednesday i opened my big mouth and said i'ld help my so-called-class-friend make her hair!!!!!!! i simply like makin hair jus becos.......anyways so she says she'll even pay me 40quid sef little did i know that the girl was jus a no gooder..........not like she hasn't been showin signs......i jus always give her the benefit of doubt HANIWAYZ!!!!! so the biyemon............. coined the name outta hers n pokemon .........calls me up on friday nite n she yarns sha n is like ooo so we'll c tomorrow send her my addy.........n by saturday am her aunt suddenly come into FreakyLondon town n she's busy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!........she sent the dumb text on sat mornin, couldn't b bothered about replyin the crap some people do 'av them so when i see her on tuesday she tells some elaborate story n ends it by askin if her hair is 'fine'? DUH!!!! was it meant to be 'unfine'? ha!???!CRAp i'm soooooo daft i should buy the story, WTFF!???! she come...

Yes Boss!!!!!! who doesn't like naeto C? ...... rhetoric........errbody does lol!!! he made the 'Yes Boss' term famous my trip the goin was totally ANNOYING the train trip to the airport was gud, so was my walk to the terminal n into the aircraft everything was cut short when i saw my seat n the dude by my right side! sat in n sat like a stick thru just becos the guy acted like the aeroplane chair was his throne oooo he lept hittin me n i kept rollin my 'eyez' any was after we had supper n the trays had been taken i tried to get some rest so i turned to face his side so he wont hit my back if i turned it to him i was jus gettin comfy and he had to hit my head 'WOT A MAN' anyways he was tryin to get himself up. Rolled my eyes again n tried to take position only for the dude to throw-up on the dude by his own right side and the dude behind him!!!!! once again i rolled my eyez but this tym i smiled.............he jus succeeded in embrassin himself n i didn'...