when everywhere's noisy but all seems quiet to u

..........facebook really has helped change lots of things ......and communication
read my boss sagie's status..................she prayed for peace for the soul of loved one who just passed away
...............i left a comment...........sorry
then my sister shouts to me...............a little while later.........suur is dead
blood rushed to my face and i said
'no it isn't him'
then i send sagie a message
its him...........from wot she replies to me
i say to my sister, i hav to call emeka he will know what happened
then she says emeka's dead too
more blood rushes to my face
i hav so many questions in my head......................many questions that would never be answered
emeka for ever full of life even when he's just been annoyed by someone
........my hands are totally shaking as i type.........
he always had one business proposal or the other
always on about how he'll make money
then his plans on how he'll spend the money would follow
then he'll talk about when we got married.........
that always got me laughin
then he'll say you'ld be surprised
he stammered that didn't stop him from talkin
if i saw him on my way to work.......at 8am....he had some very important thing to do
if i saw him early on a sunday mornin............that was rare
evenings, after work was always full of laughter
he'll sieze my car keys so i don't go home to early
then he'll go on and on about his day, life and business
he lived not so far from his mom......so he could always eat her food, he said
but then he can't be livin with her cos she would cramp his style
we met in 1999, that first time he told me never to trust anyone........not even him
he also taught me one particular thing................forget it?......how would i?
we had a some long fight along the years and wouldn't speak for a year or two or three.....
then we let our waters stay beneath the bridge.........and moved on
we were friends again..........
he loved his name so much........i'm sure he called it more that other people did....Anire....
they had a car accident.........couldn't they have been home sleepin or watchin tv or jus be home?
then i hope it wasn't painful but peaceful
there's always light at the end of the tunnel i'm told...........i hope they both can now see the light
............i'll always dedicate asa's no one knows to them both.........
no one knows tomorrow
tomorrow's still mystery.......
peace for the people who are gone........................

Comments

Buttercup said…
OMG..i didnt know this was what u were talking about in ur recent post...gosh, im so sorry hon..they r in a better place right now..

may God grant u the strength to bear with this, amen..
flygirlbidiish said…
Amen, i'm so grateful xxx!
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