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when hurting things won't let go....

.........i was still thinking how hurt i had been because of what he did and then said, and this thought sprang in my mind

"i'ld rather stick my nose in the business of a toad than in anything that concerns him!"

but do i really mean it?

would i be able to achieve my plight?

what if the toad doesn't want intruders like me too.......21 questions.....

i guess i'm still ticked off he did appologize, but the deed had been done

my daiz!!boy was i embarassed to a fault.....i felt like a complete wuzz.........helpless feeling i hate

......if he did it once he could do it again......i like to avoid such repitition by withdrawing and entering air tight shell........ie.........totally shut such out!

i'm still ticked off!!! and then he showed

...........something really weird happened to me........i guess i'm used to being on the giving side.......my friend's friend topped up 5quid on my oyster jus because he didn't want me to climb up out of the station to get cash …

.....how not random....

........ my pride in bein random seems to be goin down!!!
recently if a random thot bout a person popped into my mind............sooner than expected i get a call from the person or an sms or an FB wall or inbox message or i bump into the person!!!!
ok its gettin too seriously freaky .............. bumped into kuzco's friend (who's also mine.....more of K's) n i thot about him in the cos of the week.......was meant to send an sms i didn't........
on monday my tutor randomly mentioned burkina faso......some peeps even wondered if the place existed........then my sister randomly used burkina faso as an example....... at the church today the Pastor mentioned the country.......freaky or what!?!?!?!

Been thinkin of gettin hold an old college friend and grabbin a bite for old timesake............. he sounded hurt when he realised i had been here for like 4 months before he knew
...........our very interesting friendship.........we were somewhat good friends only in school, when …

......ouch.......! or MORE

gosh jus' when i think i'm gettin the hang of financial accounting and income statements and balance sheets and bank reconciliation then WHAM......its hits me in the face and i jus don't get the questions i try to tackle..............ish!!! irritating!!! so much for studyin sef!!!
i won't stop tho.......till the exams are well, over and done with

last saturday i went to pick up fruits from a market not so far from home..............cheaper........my mom wants me to eat organic fruit.........well!!!!.......
anyway so i picked up apples, oranges........etc n i was heading home.......and then i spotted a guy selling packed ribena.......... 8 for a pound what!!!!
a very good bargain i say to myself........ of course i bought 8 was almost tempted to go for 16 but i changed my mind
got home and was about to store away my prized ribenas when i looked on the top of the little packs
they had expired last DECEMBER!!!! my daiz!!!!! i couldn't even frown!!!!! and the plums i bought …

.....jus me bein more than me

.........even tho i claim to b 1 of the world's hugest unromantic........
i'm still a cute heart sometimes
here's sending out a happy note.......

to buttercup and chari......
my real star -blogged- studded couple
who really make romantic seem like a lovely one...
far apart as the knee is to the face...
the distance is only for a while...
may ur journey be as smooth as silk
may ur days be as warm as milk {ok i got this part from a movie}

to tosyn and bebe.....
two very interesting friends i so admire
strong willed and very determined
may they find the one true love they each seek
and live the real fairy tale.....
happily ever and simply still happy

to my boss sagie....who is sooo in luv
awww bliss...
may her efforts b crowned
may she eat the good of the land

to ochuko....a real talent in photography
{i hope he doesn't stop takin pictures}
a really deep but unreadable person
who teaches me stuff in weirdly funny ways {i still remember the phi thingy}
may his harvests always be in abundance

to my…

a mYtH and really good LuCk!!

........there's a myth about walking underneath a ladder n gettin 7 or 10 or so years of bad luck......

before i tell the little tale i'll start with my mornin

so its friday the 13th and becos everyone always expects bad luck..........it's jus never lucky. Mine went like this........my friend wanted me to check another library branch for a text book yesterday............did that and i asked that the book be reserved for me, i'ld come pick it up this mornin
got directions from the library guy who helped and really made it sound like a walkin distance.........."take a bus18 when u see so and so college don't get off at that stop, u'ld see a fly-over pass it,u pass shell petrol station and then get off at the stop and cross the road"........... so i thot to myself .........just walk there
hmmmmmm little did i know!!!!!
started my journey 9:35.................armed with my brolly {in case it rained.....i was bitten on wed n thurs} walked outta my block.......s…

......one weary sad and torn

........i'm not particularly weary.....at the moment......its just a feeling........
sad........i slip in and out of saddness more often than not.............i'm now a sad-go lucky girl lol!!! never.......happy-go lucky's the word!!!
torn...........in a way..............i sat in class the other day.......and when i had had enuff of the tutor's rambling i was wondering what an artist was doin in an accounting class..........i know
........i am making waves for myself........when i become what "walt disney is to france, and Andy warhol is to america" to nigeria.........i'll be able to say 'I had a dream......a vision.....i simply always had it in me' :-)!!!
jus being my usual melancholic self with a touch of san.....bursting forth with cartoon strips of the people around me......

i've been making my library rounds......and spending longer hours recently.........do i hav a choice?..........well yes i do..........
but i hav to first understand what Fina…

its a holiday...

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slept a little late last night..........i was watchin a couple of neighbours build a snowman.........besides they were really making noise. the snow man ended up not turnin out right tho lol!!!!!
didn't actually plan to go further than the library today........now its a holiday.......the trees look all cute covered in white ice and not green leaves
its been snowin all morning, buses have been cancelled,flights hav been cancelled and some tube lines
my friend and i made it to a station but we had to turn back home so on our way home we 'popped into somerfield' for a couple of supplies and got talkin with the only staff at the till...........funny thing is she's been servin me on my last three visits or there about....weird!!!
anyways she lives in barking and has to travel all the way each day, she said she stood at the bus stop for 45mins around 4am when no bus came forth, she walked to the station,cos there were minor delays she had to take the central line and the circle…

....Ahem!!! it's the 100th

.......i had been wondering what i'ld title this post cos i really wanted to rant about my past weekend......
so jus its just cos its my 100th post
see me see trouble.............a very interesting saying so many nigerians love to speak........me included......
my weekend started with a horrible cold........i wonder where i picked it up from.....well i fought it hard oilbas, tissue and all

friday wasn't such a bad one i even told by the porter of my building i looked cool.....he said my hair colour was really cool and all........i hav 18 corn rolls i RED yes red on my hair......even some freak at the bank kept prancing in front of my on the queue just so i could look up at him.......and i'm loving the look.......

saturday afternoon......looked all sunny and warm from the good side of the window but when my friend made me go out doors gosh the wind almost made me part with the ground i was treading on thanks to the big heavy bag i was carrying
later in the evening i went a little…