when hurting things won't let go....

.........i was still thinking how hurt i had been because of what he did and then said, and this thought sprang in my mind

"i'ld rather stick my nose in the business of a toad than in anything that concerns him!"

but do i really mean it?

would i be able to achieve my plight?

what if the toad doesn't want intruders like me too.......21 questions.....

i guess i'm still ticked off he did appologize, but the deed had been done

my daiz!!boy was i embarassed to a fault.....i felt like a complete wuzz.........helpless feeling i hate

......if he did it once he could do it again......i like to avoid such repitition by withdrawing and entering air tight shell........ie.........totally shut such out!

i'm still ticked off!!! and then he showed

...........something really weird happened to me........i guess i'm used to being on the giving side.......my friend's friend topped up 5quid on my oyster jus because he didn't want me to climb up out of the station to get cash from a machine, when i was bent on goin to get cash.........ok good things happen to those who wait........yes It does!!!

eejit!!! gosh the library eejit made it clear to me today that he'ld keep trying as a matter of fact to make me have tea or whatever with him,"i always think about you, u know not as two people sleeping together u know, but i just want to get to know u......"blah blah he was whispering........he sure does make a good attempt at being RMD wannabe as a .............i am relentlessly wondering what truly the guy's problem is!!!

DHW

Comments

Anonymous said…
lol... the library dude is only using the Luke 18 widow's tactic ---- Pray (Stalk) until sometihng happens..... I kid...
February 26, 2009 at 12:19 AM
Buttercup said…
hahahaha danny! lmao..

forgiving is one of the hardest things to do, honestly..it takes the grace of God..

wow lucky u! just how close r u to this friend of ur friend?

ok, this library eejit is taking it too far..i mean, how many other ways r there to say NO???????
February 28, 2009 at 7:41 PM
Anonymous said…
LOL..
@flygirl,B'cup
The only way to say no is to say "NO!!".. if that's not said, the game continues.. :-)
February 28, 2009 at 8:42 PM
flygirlbidiish said…
lmao!!!.... B,... i'm not even close to the dude, i only got to know his name.....{of which he claims to b my name-sake}....a couple of hours before he rid of payin for my transportatn....kind gesture!!! i saved a fiver last month....i can hav starbucks without feelin guilty

@ danny the guy needs some lessons o

ochuko.....i'm truly wondering how 'no i'm not intersted' is meant to sound.....may be i should drop the "i'm not interested" and shout the NO!!!!!! lmao!!!
March 1, 2009 at 7:48 PM
flygirlbidiish said…
...its hard...esp when u jus don't really want tosee the person and then u do...
March 1, 2009 at 7:49 PM
La Reine said…
Hi Darlin'!!

I'm soo behind on gist.
Apparently guys still wanna stalk you..what else is new?
March 12, 2009 at 4:06 PM
Buttercup said…
Hey! U ok?

@ Ochuko..some dudes dunno the meaning of that word..
March 21, 2009 at 5:14 PM
flygirlbidiish said…
:-)!!!! i am ok
i officially hate financial accounting but i'm determined to pass it!!!!! been studyin!!!
March 23, 2009 at 6:54 PM
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