bi-!!?!! who?? ek!!??!

so i had a really bad dream as far as i am concerned

it involved me havin bipolar disorder!!! i had never come acroos the when i got up i kind of forgot and then the word 'bipolar' came to me so i checked on the internet and found out it is some kind of disorder also called manic depression!!!!!
me!!??? hello!!!! manically depressed!!? WoT tHe FuCk!?!
so what if i have high n low periods so does everyone else!!!!
we all get sad n happy sometimes......that's what makes the world goes round!!!!!we need to b lonely sometimes.........helps one to 're-cap'

Signs and symptoms of the depressive phase of bipolar disorder include: persistent feelings of sadness, anxiety, guilt, anger, isolation and/or hopelessness, disturbances in sleep and appetite, fatigue and loss of interest in usually enjoyed activities, problems concentrating, loneliness, self-loathing, apathy or indifference, depersonalization, loss of interest in sexual activity, shyness or social anxiety, irritability, chronic pain (with or without a known cause), lack of motivation, and morbid/suicidal ideation.In severe cases, the individual may become psychotic, a condition also known as severe bipolar depression with psychotic features.

wikipedia nuff said!!!! ok sooooo blawdy wrong!!!!! not me at all!!!!! i eat at the right tym n i am never never anxious over stuff.......these things happen to the perfectly normal people, who think they are normal, the perfectly abnormal people and the people who think they are abnormal.............i don't giv a damn even if i had it!!!! music helps to calm down all these feelings n not some silly medication that makes the people over-weight and angrier blah de blah....wrote a not about music on my facebook profile page.........which i really like....
btw way my mood ring's changed colour to purple ............ whatever that colour means
i'm also lovin william shakespeare's work at the moment.....My little brother went back to skool ........ no one to disturb tweh! much
i am a little depressed over stuff i can't do anything about like "ryte now" once i get the hang of the solution i'll jus switch another mood
i am totally pissed off at, i think 3 people, at the moment jus becos i am, the number could increase or may be i'll loose my irritation at them then i'll hav no one on my "pissed off at list"
i am goin to hav to see a physio-specialist cos my legs are bein a major pain
i am thinkin i want to hav really long false upper eye lashes.......they could b nice
i am also thinkin people(I know) try to use me more than i usualy let people use me
i am wishin then again, about somethin one my body lol!!!! silly me i'm bored so i'm pickin on myself for 'laughterz'
i am oh! so! glad its the weekend so i get to; forget the chair exists, listen to my best-est radio programme in the early wee- hours of saturday(btw, i started this blog some days ago), see the tweet (lol!!!! my very good friend hmmm but there's a truck load of papers behind the name) she always makes me laff, see my brother also, go out n all
i guess i'll leave the office early today cos i'm bored stiff in this blue place n i need to get my contacts n gas for the almy

one question: wot does a girl savin up for a new game and a camera give to two friends gettin married?......definitely not "psp's"


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