the start

I have been growing
And I have been learning
But why are there always 'buts'
Sometimes I want to be super human
I keep striving more like,I keep trying even harder
Losing my strength, draining my power
Pushing out...
I get selfish, I really can't do it on my own
I know this, but why do I still struggle?
I release then hold back
Makes me a wretched human
Am i sucking at this thing
Lead me not into temptation
Deliver me from evil
For evil leaves on me scars
It wrinkles me leaving me shrivelled
Touch me and make me whole
'I release me'

This year I am 25 has been...
*listening to "in•my•system"*

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