july 15 july 16

Yesterday I lost a reason
I lost any passion I may have had
even if the passion was assumed
this morning I am struggling
I am struggling to live
Like a child trying to get up and crawl
I am struggling to live
like a person being drowned
I am struggling to live
I am trying to get up on my feet
I am struggling to live
like a fish out of water
I wiggle and shake
a new journey I must take
new dedication, a change it will be
am I brave?
I struggle to live
as I gasp for breath

Comments

Myne said…
I hope you feel better soon, stay strong.
July 16, 2010 at 11:15 PM
Anonymous said…
Times like this I want to call you up directly but don't av your number!!
I'm sure you'll be fine.
16th wasn't the best of nights for me too.. But i'm good now :)
Broken isn't acceptable! Be strong!
:)
July 18, 2010 at 3:36 PM
ibeananabart said…
Hi FlyGirlBidish...
U r STRONG!

Trust you are doing just great!!!


This is to personally thank you for your warm comment
on my blog (ibeananabart.blogspot.com)
Indeed, I'm so touched and happy you paid a visit and
enjoyed what you saw.

Now I must commend you for your great work as well.

I'll visit your site and spread the word as much as i can and hope you'll do so
as well.
Would appreciate if you keep in touch. My e-addy's ibeananaba@yahoo.com

Again, Thank you!

Take good care and God bless.

Ibe
July 20, 2010 at 12:18 PM
flygirlbidiish said…
thank you so much @Myne
hey Ochuko ...'annoyingly funny' mister
thank you so much @ibeananabart.
you'll be hearing from me in a little bit
July 23, 2010 at 11:52 PM
La Reine said…
Keep your head up, Miss.
August 4, 2010 at 3:53 AM
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