rants of an IT fly girl

Its official…………I hav been bloggin for a year now!!!!! the tears, the joys, the annoyance, the happinesss.......... Lol!!!! Half my posts are rants, self pityin or self absorbed………….forgive me!!!!! Or plain nice posts ………please pray for Julia…..i don’t know her but I saw on a bus…….one day I took a long bus ride, thankfully twasn’t one of those depressing bus rides I am known to hav anyways Julia is a young girl, I guess her age is between 7 and 10,like I said I dunno her neither does she kno me……she is a lovely little girl and well behaved…….and from what I saw…….she’s also nice……but has 2 stumps for her legs………at least I know she is no soldier……please pray for Julia there’s no place like home, we here it all the time but it is true!!! So many times I go to my friends’ places…..which is fun cos nowadays I’m home alone but then after a while I get home sick and I jus want to be home….its funny cos when they beg me to stay I get even sadder n want to go ‘quick quick’ lol!!!!!

yup!!!thats me!!! likeable but totally craz....... what with the things i still do, hav done, did way back! lol! Aaaaaaaaaaaa so I’m home alone!!!!! Watchin t.v……….and then I want to rant aaaaaaaaaaa the sad part I can’t actually scream………technically or not……I mean I can’t scream cos other people live in this block anywayz i really can't scream at all!!! it doesn't come out right! ripped the title from a book i read by sue limb! and then edited the title to suit me so this is me...........not in any lonely hearts advertorial or stuff ish!!! i'm not the lonely type girl...........i'm too much in me i have got no space for......... like........ the lonely spot thing so its me girl 23 jus a couple of daiz left and I’m 24 Yay!!!!!The spot light’s on me…….the Question how does it feel to get older?....Answer I dunno its jus another day to hav a reason to drink Cocacola and besides I lurv my birth day……the day I was born ‘eXCuse me I totally lurv it!!!!! Call me silly or what...

lol!!!! Miss buttercup there's almost never a dull moment at the library when i'm there.... decided to wander far a little on sunday.......armed with my brolly in the watery showers i went off to a different library.......... got a little lost.........came off at the wrong stop eventually cold n shiverin i found the library!!! yay!!!! twas a lovely library the readin area is below so the sound of traffic is a no no!!! and the tables had metal barricades with tiny holes for each individual cubicle........not so nice claustrophobic kinda..............very quiet tho BUT for every sneeze, draggin chair, a page being flipped, a baby crying some one walkin..... the girl who sat on my left kept rotatin her head............talk about hav the attention span of an ant in a blizzard!!!!! gosh it was ridiculous...........also becos i felt she kept staring at me my library diversification monitor hadn't work right...........i had to leave the library after 2 hours Monday mornin i practi...

I really go to read in the library….. I walk in pick a table pull out my books, place them on the table place my bag by the side of the chair take off my glasses and … get down to ‘reading’ how I notice every other thing beats me!!! So yestaday I went to the library again …the security guy on duty was the lame doo-faced guy who has been askin me to hav ‘coffee’ or lunch with him … I don’t get wot part of the I’m not interested part the guy doesn’t get!!!!.....anyhow once the guy asked me if ‘we’ (I dunno who we are!!) were doin ‘coffee’ aagh!! Niceme smiles again n says NOT INTERESTED!! Then he says Ur lookin sweet today!!!.....i had to make a funny sound n raise my eyebrows…. N the guy was like yes its true!!!! Gosh! Wot on earth!!?!?! SWEET!!! Eejit!! … I wasn’t goin to let the doo-face guy spoil my day… once again where is my Library godmother when I need her!!.... to shut him up!!! ….well I thot I picked a good spot near the window…..a table for jus two peop...

…..i do roughly 2 hours at the lib 9:30-11:50 ….then I go home eat lunch n watch Mr. Monk solve a case…….. that guy is…. So my morning period was normal… left … changed seats Everything was normal…… then two girls come in n they are all talks!! The library's much more noisier than my house..the phones, the sounds from hootin horns, people talking people walkin up n down, people sneezing, people typin,keys jingling… almost every available type of noise exits there… sadly I hav to go there cos there hav only uncomfortable chairs n no beds lol!!! That makes me study study n study! Anyways the girls are talking as much as they are writin… So this old lady comes, picks a newspaper n sits next to me The girls keep talking n writin … the lady seems to hav had it….she goes ‘ladies please this is a library, n the lady by my side is studying’… OMD!! Lol the funny thing is they shut up! N the problem which was provin difficult to solve jus became easy! I solved it! Yay!!! ...

Yessssssssssssssssssssssssssss!.......(like the way a snake with a forked tongue will say it e.g. Ka in the Jungle Book) i jus found the cure to my itchy skin!!!! ok not technically............cos it has been sittin on the shop rack smilin at me each time i passed it i jus bought the cure to my itchy skin!!! n so far it has been fun workin with tacklin the itchiness ha! had an interestin time at the Library yestaday sittin next to a FREAK! he kept snickering to himself like a goblin then at some point cut up pieces of sheets of paper n spread them all over.....then asked me if he was disturbin aagh!!!! of cos i said no......fear of losin my head! he later got up and i made the mistake of lookin back at him...........when he got back he came to me n was pointing to my stuff..............lookin for my mobile fone............aaaaagh!!!! ok he said he jus wanted to confirm the time on my fone i hav a watch HELLO!!! he could hav asked!!!.......... then he left again n came back to sit oppos...