rants of an IT fly girl

aaaaaaaaaaaaagh!!!!!!!!!!! i got my exam results.................i'm not so glad to say i failed all three papers.........with the same scores!!!!!! WOT!!!!!!! all those freaky daiz, those cold daiz, those hungry tymes, those lack of good rests, the itchy skin, the tired arms,those running to catch the bus tymes, and the standin out at the busstops in the freakin cold numb to the gums waitin for the bus, not forgetin the times i got on my two legs and walked and walked and walked and i get an e-mail that i failed!!!!!! some jokes....................so here's me.....................waiting for the post tomorrow or the next that has good news for me.....................disregard the e-mail sent to you, this is ur one true result woke up this morning feelin happy..............must be the light showers outside.........jus finished the james patterson i was readin.....my second this year.............i'm reading me & mr. darcy............i'll get workin on my time table i...

ABRAHAM LINCOLN'S LETTER TO HIS SON'S TEACHER He will have to learn, I know, that all men are not just, all men are not true. But teach him also that for every scoundrel there is a hero; that for every selfish Politician, there is a dedicated leader... Teach him for every enemy there is a friend, It will take time, I know; but teach him if you can, that a dollar earned is of far more value than five found... Teach him to learn to lose... and also to enjoy winning. Steer him away from envy, if you can, teach him the secret of quiet laughter. Let him learn early that the bullies are the easiest to lick... Teach him, if you can, the wonder of books... But also give him quiet time to ponder the eternal mystery of birds in the sky, bees in the sun, and the flowers on a green hillside. In the school teach him it is far honourable to fail than to cheat... Teach him to have faith in his own ideas, even if everyone tells him they are wrong... Teach him to be gentle with gentle people, ...

............here i am........boring y'all with my celebrity big brother tales sulky spice!!!!..........michelle of liberty x......some pop band of not so long ago.... btw......tina was booted out of the house last friday......no more toe nail crunching......yes she bites her big toe nails.........as in crunch munch crunch munch! ........wasn't so much of sulky spice's fan and she totally made any empathy i maight have felt for her dissappear...........she shed lots of crocodile tears........gosh if that's how 30year old women who hav been married act.............then i totally want to skip being 30 anyways i felt she was a bit daft................................................pardon me!..........my feelings! and this made me conclude that question and answer session between Big brother and sulky spice big brother: what is the capital of australia s.s: oooo! ooo! i know that one....its starts with a c......i'll jus let it pass big brother: how many eggs are in a do...

ever watched that movie......to sir, with love!!?!! ......thot the guy sidney poitierwas really cute!!!...tho i never really understood the movie when i was younger i hav always loved the title hence the title of the painting above "to pastel, with love" the medium of my above piece is oil pastel, i started paintin with oil pastel last year n i'm still luvin it..... anyways i'm totally always yackin about drawin and lovin art but i've never put up a piece on this spot.......so......here's one...... :- } !!

..........its bein raining all day...........i'm one of those people who are happy when it rains!!! i guess there's few of un cos when i mention it to people they think i'm nuts.......more nuts than i really are.....:-)!!!! thankfully it wasn't as cold as it was this time last week i made a little progress today and even got a job offer....................i'v been searchin with all eagerness for a job for quite a while now...........................but the job offer i got wasn't really to be trusted tho my day still rocked in its own funny way......... a couple of weeks more and i get to say good bye to my long holiday and hello.......library, studying and less tv(like i would to the last part) i hav been draggin my feet around the house, i have been lazy and i havn't really done many positive stuff......................... celebrity big brother's up on tv................................as a huge big brother fan...........i am watching the housemates got...

.....good bye....those strange words saying good bye sometimes is heart ripping when u don't even want to say it esp because the person to who u are sayin it can't reply or can't particularly hear them ur lips part to say the words only a whisper comes out it doesn't even sound like u r making much sense good bye.......but why, u ask i am still glad that 2008 is past now the whole year felt as heavy as lead on my skinny shoulders so much saddness so much anguish and pain and unwanted good byes i am having a wonder year this year i am goin to be strong and keep being strong happy, rejoicing and thankful 2009 is goin to be a blessed year i am goin to be at rest in my Saviour's Bossom i look over my left shoulder and think did i actually pass thru 2008 then i look over the right and remember all the previous years up until '07 then i fix my gaze up, the light shines in my face 'it is well with my soul' i am happy again

ditto, last day in december dear 2008 i'm so glad to be able to say goodbye to you it has been tough, honestly tough we have had good laughs and long tears we have had lovely times and crying times the sad and down striken days and months, the joys from lying out on the beach simply bein happy the weeping from deep down in our hearts over loved ones who died 2008, you had equal number of sad times and happy times but u know how humans are......i think whenever i had a happy time.....u made sure there was a sad one lurkin in place there were days i just didn't want to end, there were times i wished there was a reverse button there were times i also wished a foward button existed there were times i wished the bad dreams would go away so i could wake up to gladness only that they were not bad dreams but real stuff i am thankful for family, friends and the ...