when hurting things won't let go....
.........i was still thinking how hurt i had been because of what he did and then said, and this thought sprang in my mind "i'ld rather stick my nose in the business of a toad than in anything that concerns him!" but do i really mean it? would i be able to achieve my plight? what if the toad doesn't want intruders like me too.......21 questions..... i guess i'm still ticked off he did appologize, but the deed had been done my daiz!!boy was i embarassed to a fault.....i felt like a complete wuzz.........helpless feeling i hate ......if he did it once he could do it again......i like to avoid such repitition by withdrawing and entering air tight shell........ie.........totally shut such out! i'm still ticked off!!! and then he showed ...........something really weird happened to me........i guess i'm used to being on the giving side.......my friend's friend topped up 5quid on my oyster jus because he didn't want me to climb up out of the station to g...