rants of an IT fly girl

Don't get too close to the edge and mess up, it brings unseen tears heavy lumps in the throat stooping shoulders and lost thoughts... Lord, please make me have growing faith...

I am having one of those days..... Why can't there be "happy hugging" you know like "happy slapping"? I want a hug and someone to read me "psalm 34" Heaven I need a hug Someone tell me it will change Lord show me,let me learn your way

It's life... It's like a fabric, may be ankara fabric. It is colourful, sometimes beautiful as well. The patterns and the colours all bright. Sometimes it is not beautiful... Takes keep looking till you are drawn. The colours, dry and a drab. Plain plain plain till plain is deeper. That is life, a mix of fun times and not so fun times, happy times and not so happy times, smiles, thrills and laughter, frowns, cryings and wails... Keep looking into it and you learn your lesson. The fabric has two sides... And so does life

We don't know for sure if things would have been different if you were still alive. Well, some things will definitely have been different. Three years it has been. I learn new things, sometimes daily, sometimes weekly or even monthly. Learned a lot, you were different too A much better place you are now, that isn't a compensation It is a block used in building up my hope I made a friend...I'm dedicating a song of his to you..."empty spaces"...

Funny how every certain number of years there occurs the 'end of the world' movement... *shrug* it is funny to me It is by so called Christians; rather sad too.... A bible passage that has been on my mind since i read about this movement is  Romans 12:3 "don't think of yourself more highly than you" paraphrased...  They make Christianity all about fear and not all about Love. They also make it some kind of huge joke, these so caled Christians. Being a Christian is so not calculating figures and dates from the book of Daniel and then putting fear in the hearts of other men. My friend and I had a conversation about it, initially I hard a "no comment" stand on it then seating in the library later I began to type this post.  I just remembered...there's a bible passage that says the heart of man is desperately wicked... I am not saying that this present world won't come to an end. I am believing my bible that says no man knows the day, nor the time, n...

Here's me wishing everything made sense to me.... Ok these things made sense...... Am I failing the test?

Funny how people believe in aliens, occultic powers, angels, demons, strange encounters, supernatural occurences but don't believe God.