rants of an IT fly girl

as usual something leads to something which leads me to blogger...my blog...a post Today, its Nico & Vinz I can't believe I just caught on. NO I CAN'T BELIEVE I JUST CAUGHT ON!! Been hearing 'am I wrong' been humming it sometimes ruining good moments by even singing I never bothered to know the amazing talent behind the song or find out what the video looked like. I don't really like music videos, creativity is good, the barely clothed girls are my issue, so I avoid them videos. How could I have missed them!? Something about them reminds me of Tinchy, the effortless glee in making music when you know a lot of effort, time, skill, talent etc has gone into it. Glad to say I am now a happy owner of Black Star Elephant, the first Album/Music on my 2years old itouch 4th gen. the pod is for podcasts only but for them two I chose to break rules too. I would enjoy painting with them two singing 🎶 in the background What are you listening to?

I have been growing And I have been learning But why are there always 'buts' Sometimes I want to be super human I keep striving more like,I keep trying even harder Losing my strength, draining my power Pushing out... I get selfish, I really can't do it on my own I know this, but why do I still struggle? I release then hold back Makes me a wretched human Am i sucking at this thing Lead me not into temptation Deliver me from evil For evil leaves on me scars It wrinkles me leaving me shrivelled Touch me and make me whole 'I release me' This year I am 25 has been... *listening to "in•my•system"*

isn't it easy for people to live your life for you, they know what is good for you they know what is bad for you all the while neglecting what is wrong with them. If whatever is wrong with slaps them in the face they won't even know because they are too busy telling you how you don't do this and you don't do that funny thing is they keep heaping their own faults on their shoulders and they are stooping over from the weight. when they are totally bent, will it be ok for me to laugh at them, i wonder... do many people believe in the god religion? Do they practise what they preach? i want to shout out it is my life, we are all individuals if we needed to share how to live then 'individual' won't be a word we know. let me learn, let me make mistakes but don't try to live for me what you are not making much of a good job doing... or what you are struggling to keep up with Silence doesn't make a man fool, even a fool seems wise when he keeps quiet i better...

i luv my sony ericsson 910i....its a gamin phone and i got it because of tinchy,chipmunk and last year's MOBOS - beliv.... anyway music's good, games ok but seriously that phone has a mind of its own sometimes, it does anyhow n then embarasses me still.....i luv it i havn't thot of trading n.a.l.a for a blackberry just because... picture 6. a very lovely empty library picture 5. nicely arranged motor bikes i took from the top of a building at holborn picture 4. was on a bus near topshop liked the fron' of it picture 3. scary! lol a busstop during halloween picture 2. some bolt in the road,at a busstop too picture 1. the potty putter...the toilet game...some jokes! ps: cracker anonymous i have been chucked out...i still have the cravings to eat crackers, finished a pack a couple of weeks ago....i didn't buy with my money oh....but i hav replaced them crackers with tortilla chips...now i need to join T.C anonymous enjoy!

i really had to type this post tonight firstly i'm totally gratefully to everyone who's takin off time to read my posts n leave comments too...i blame my lack of not havin my own system...i leave so little time to doin my blog rounds and when i'm done i hav not enuff time to type comments... thank you ever so so much i hav missed my library musings [Laughing out so Hard!!!...] well today i had to post my latest muse ...so there i was, sitting on the very hard and annoying chair,studying the accounting treatment of Leases when some dude walks up to me...(i changed libraries since March or so)... were are not allowed to talk out loud in the library ...so this guy whispers some stuff. I don't hear what he says but he's holding up a white piece of paper with stuff written in green ink on it and indicatin that i read it me: OOoo what's this? then i scheme thru its a Note..."My mom says when i see beautiful women i should acknowledge..." didn...

the MOBOs............ok stale i left this as a draft in my inbox forgive me!!!! Best African Act: Nneka Best Album: ‘Uncle B’, N-Dubz Best DJ: Trevor Nelson Best Gospel: Victizzle Best Hip Hop: Chipmunk Best International: Beyonce Best Jazz: Yolanda Brown Best Newcomer: JLS Best R&B: Keri Hilson Best Reggae: Sean Paul Best Song: ‘Beat Again’, JLS Best UK Act: N-Dubz Best Video: ‘Singles Ladies’, Beyonce was watching a clip of chipmunk,last year's mobos...........him talkin about this n that.........saddly my boy tinchy didn't get any awards but still tinchy's.............still tinchy Hold on's one song that just gets u by......... lurving it always TFL!!!!!!!!!!! TFL!!!!!!!!!!!!TFL!!!!!!!!! how many times jus how did i call it!!! THEY OWE ME £4 and i want it even if it is just to buy sweets.......i don't care and they won't get away with it.........i am so goin to have a lot of reference numbers when i get the money back i just want my money!!!! meanwhile th...

i feel sad and i can't speak with any one now so i'll rant n kinda bore y'll.....i'm ok jus a little weighed with bein sad,it will pass...now it is here...i'v been listenin [& also playing in my head] 'forever young'..........i got catch22 and the investment last month,i'm glad about them...........someone wondered why tinchy's called 'tinchy' asked if it was cos he's tiny lol,i'll say he's adorable..........big brother10's over, bba4 jus started......i'll follow n if it doesn't bore me but guy housemate twist it has begun with seems cool,................a huge shout out to laspapi,he sure made me smile

[digression] spotted! 1. me......wearing my hair 'mohawkan' style all thru yestaday ........... no i didn't shave my head, hairpins kept my hair in the center of my head, well i have been seriously considering cuttin my hair in the style.......but when i get tired of it......hmmmm........so hair gel and pins will keep the mohawk on my head for a bit 2. mark ormrod: saw his interview on bbc this mornin.....dunno him but i'm so proud of him and i wish him wonderful things as he goes on in life's journey, i pray it will be well with him and i pray ps: some of the bb10 housemates should be banned from tv........goin on it and even near it i'm tryin to get my brother to cut the mohawk too.......................sad i know lol!!! so back to the title ish .....one babe like that..... it always sounds right when 'we' girls are talking with our friends 'guys' and then they refer to .....one babe like that..... who is buggin them or something of that...

spotted! 1. some very interesting chicken limb i saw on my way home a couple of days ago!!! 2. very naked manequin at russel and bromley bond street with thigh-length leather boots ........went off on a long trip on saturday evenin in the cos of my toppin up my oyster card some shop attendant gave me a cricket coin as a one pound coin............i'm more miffed than pissed i'm lurvin tinchy's new single everyday