rants of an IT fly girl

When you take a moment to think about life in general, it feels like your heart is about to lift mount Everest! You may think in parts, the weight is still err weighty Life is bitter sweet sometimes, totally sweet sometimes, wholesomely bitter sometimes too. This issue of killing people - Black, Dark skin, of African heritage didn't begin today, or even in this century. The rot goes a long long way and the fact that society has unashamedly pushed down this race/class of people has made it even worse off. My heart goes out to families who have been thrown into deep dark mourning because of trigger happy men. They need divine comfort When did Black lives stop mattering that people need to be reminded now that Black lives matter? This is heavy... The other day at Taruwa, M.I said there is an agenda against black people, i began to ponder on why he said so... current events hav pushed these thots i am penning down The slave Era preached these messages 1. Black, Dark sk...

i'm sittin in a swivellin............i think there's a word like that.......anyway i'm referin to those office chairs that can do the 360 degrees turn, with 5 tires and hav the sit n back rest joined some how i'm thrilled, estatice, sad, unhappy, burstin with joy etc........i havnt been able to blog.......i won't use the busy 'lame' excuse......i am laptopless and i can type properly on the one i use where i work...............yessur! i work.......erm finally......i even passed my exam finally..... i can't type properly cos i hav tons n tons of stuff to do.........n blog about so this is goin to b a very long post...... Alert! .... if u don't like stories at this stage u might like to come back when i have a short rant to vent ........... but if u like my story telling..............lets hav fun readin jo :-)!!! over the past many weeks i had made up posts in my head with interestin titles smile even while your heart is achin .....music by charlie c...

spent the whole day tryin my best to come up with "nice stuff"...........jus keep wondering...... yay the "Investment" kel's album dropped today!! can i get a YesBoss!! too fine video dropped yestaday here's the link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Zy7hW6X91M&feature=channel i love the tune.........kel with MI and Banky W.........how much do you want it??? kept hummin it thru the day grab ur copy now!!!!! or miss out......he-he! another tune i like's H-man's ndoli ndoli....the tune is sooooo catchy and yes the video is a Clarence Peters Expression anyways before i sign out due to lack of concrete stuff to rant, check this video http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uFv6NCnTK5U i can't blame the guardian dude sef (his name came up so much on twitter i was wondering who he was the whole afternoon)............what is "owo ati swagga" ???!!! talent, music..............or what!?! please say a prayer for my friend, he was stabbed and it hurts t...

i spent the week workin on a couple of designs and presentin then was ok too.......... so my yesterday did end well jus a little gutted the silly public threw cairon = laughter outta BB house and left a man who calls himself halfwit............and always talks off point or never has any tangible thing to say except try to show he's got general 'sense' but no sense in the matter at hand!! dang!!! even if he won BB we'll forget he did by the very next day..........hello! where is BB9's winner????? stumbled on tinchy styder's blog awesome here's the link http://www.starinthehood.net/blog.php and the star in the hood clothingz awesome too... my friend thinks i hav a crush on MI lol!!!!...........i like that he makes good music............ain't i the sucker for good things n music as well? na not a crush.............he simply rocks big time........i'm thinkin MI and a grime artist cld pull a good tune together may sammie or skepta.....lol! i'm learni...

what if they were.....er.......ugly before then............ not my lines tho went dancing yestaday..............n not as SSP suggests..............dance dance n forget ur sorrow...........................becos i'm still chronologically unhappy......well....... but now with very good assurance Habbakkuk 2:3 so went dancing cos my friends invited me for some guy's........their friend's........... birthday shin-dig................so i found my oh so fly self in an interesting er bar that states no one's ugly after 2am truth is that really depends ha-ha! and boy did we dance..............not becos i really did a good job dancing so i'm thinking do people really have dancing shoes?????? had to where a pair of high heels ...........my sis!!! truthfully if i didn't end up in them i would hav looked......u decide! anyways why do girls hav to wear those things and dance like what - klutz !!!!! n guys in plims n the likes dancin good!!!!!! ok whatever .............danced ...

my F.A tutor is one very funny guy he always comes up with the funniest but true quotes or sayings or riddles of some sort................like.............. "wear ur new shoes before your wedding day...........so you don't walk funny" element of truth in that ...........my wondering mind......yet again.......why do mannequin makers make female mannequins with nipples? exactly why? ..............is it some sort of "sex appeal thingy"? cos i find it really ridiculous..................female mannequins are not dressed to appeal to guys nor their male mannequins counterparts.............er...........can't see hello!!!???..............may be the dolls come alive at the strike of midnight lmao!!!! its funny how slangs revolve in a cycle...............recycled slangs.............he he!! we r goin green on everything...........even our words fashion also..............e.g. shoulder pads......talk about major nonsense.........i wouldn't be caught wearing those thi...

so there i was 'je-je-ly' sitting at home nursing a tummyache, watching finding nemo, and having red leciester cheese and crackers................................i love cheese.....in a really good way... then my sis comes home and says so & so is havin a birthday 'come-chop'. initially didn't want to go but then i decided .......... and after 4 outfits..........i headed out yay!!!! met a couple of peeps....mostly guys talkin about naija, politics and the world recession ...........BORING!!! ..........buried my nose in a book .............got roped in a conversation so i dumped the book anyway the houseparty had cakes icecream and coke good!!!! and jus' as i was about to roll back home my sister comes to ask if i was interested in steambar, said i wasn't. pops her head back n says m.i's around i was like JOKE! she says 'no' she's serious ey! i was soooooo supposed to kno when next he was goin to be around aaaaaaagh!!!! and thAt was how eas...

......................definately studyin financial accounting isn't bubbly....................... boy hav i missed bloggin............... B i love ur new signature too .................i couldn't even make time to read other blogs aaaagh!!!!!! tho kind of worth it stayin off the internet.......minus fb some days................determination he he!!!!! if i stayed off fb, i'ld be force to close me thingy!!! ......................my playlist has been fun fun fun................keepin me sane from all those additions, deductions, accrual and prepayments :-)!!!!!!!! K.I.G's Head shoulders Knees and toes is on the top of it....................wow!!!!! the triger - Bubbly Bubbly........................and then the whole routine dance is jus fun Akon's there................as usual.............Konvict!!!!! ye baby!!!!!!.............we would meet very soon i'll tell u when we get to hang out - even if i have to stalk him all the way to bungalow 8 or wherever speakin ab...

gosh jus' when i think i'm gettin the hang of financial accounting and income statements and balance sheets and bank reconciliation then WHAM......its hits me in the face and i jus don't get the questions i try to tackle..............ish!!! irritating!!! so much for studyin sef!!! i won't stop tho.......till the exams are well, over and done with last saturday i went to pick up fruits from a market not so far from home..............cheaper........my mom wants me to eat organic fruit.........well!!!!....... anyway so i picked up apples, oranges........etc n i was heading home.......and then i spotted a guy selling packed ribena.......... 8 for a pound what!!!! a very good bargain i say to myself........ of course i bought 8 was almost tempted to go for 16 but i changed my mind got home and was about to store away my prized ribenas when i looked on the top of the little packs they had expired last DECEMBER!!!! my daiz!!!!! i couldn't even frown!!!!! and the plums i bo...

How these shop window mannequins make thin look fabulous! Don’t get me wrong, I’m one heck of a skinny young girl trying to eat up and have at least some curves. I am not all bony either but some little hips won’t hurt. I am in class writing this because is really boring. I can’t concentrate on the things the tutor is saying, my head is clogged up from thinking and wishing I was invited to the MOBO’s , the Music of Black Origin Awards. If only! I can’t even try to sing in the shower. The water would refuse to come out if I turned on the tap. Estelle is one the artistes singing, so also is Taio Cruz. He is the ‘like a Star’ singer and I love the song they have together. Back to the MOBO’s, I’ld just keep imagining I was invited rather than listen… First I have to get my hair done. The crown of the head, if it wasn’t fixed right no matter what I wore or how much make up I hav I’ld look scruffy Neat hair extensions would do the trick and a lovely pin…..simple is glam!!!! Make up – I’m not...

so i'm wondering ..... is conversing with one's self crazy....hmmmm!! ........laffin with one's self is that crazier? but how do the creative minds get creative if they don't think up and talk within, laff within also whenever i ramble to myself my sister goes.....u've started again!!!! .........is hearin music in one's head crazy .......then dancin to the music must be crazier!!! cos in reality no one else can hear it i'm livin the capricorn life!!! n i totally lurv it the video i hav made soo much fuss about ...... http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=26307289235 ...... MI is the man this year......he told y'll best buh-liv it!!! i'm totally smitten by this one guy i kno!

Yes Boss!!!!!! who doesn't like naeto C? ...... rhetoric........errbody does lol!!! he made the 'Yes Boss' term famous my trip the goin was totally ANNOYING the train trip to the airport was gud, so was my walk to the terminal n into the aircraft everything was cut short when i saw my seat n the dude by my right side! sat in n sat like a stick thru just becos the guy acted like the aeroplane chair was his throne oooo he lept hittin me n i kept rollin my 'eyez' any was after we had supper n the trays had been taken i tried to get some rest so i turned to face his side so he wont hit my back if i turned it to him i was jus gettin comfy and he had to hit my head 'WOT A MAN' anyways he was tryin to get himself up. Rolled my eyes again n tried to take position only for the dude to throw-up on the dude by his own right side and the dude behind him!!!!! once again i rolled my eyez but this tym i smiled.............he jus succeeded in embrassin himself n i didn'...

woke up yestaday with the lousiest {my older sis loves this word} headache i hav not had in a long time my forehead was hurting horribly and i felt like someone put a hot towel on my head.....and becos of that my brain was tryin had to escape..........my head still hurt this mornin but its far better that yestaday! i just hate being i'll or sick or wotever! my crush wants me to tell him i like him...................................1 word----'eww!' {said like summer roberts in the OC} my week had been rather full of events was chattin with my friend on tuesday and he told me a certain guy from college died in a certain unfair way.......we really never went beyond hi, me n this dude but we did hav a lot of common friends and two of this common friends were in this certain guy's house...............the house they all live in caught fire and this certain guy and his brother were burnt in the fire i wrote this ..... sometimes pondering leads only to a dead endthe mind thinks...

I was tagged! By the young bee {Y.bee}… The rules: 1. Link the person who tagged you - 2. Mention the rules in your blog – 3. Tell 6 unspectacular quirks of yours – 4. Tag 6 following bloggers by linking them - 5. Leave a comment on each of the tagged blogger’s blogs letting them know they’ve been tagged Six Unspectacular Quirks 1. I love artworks.... not just cos i'm an artist.... but there's an inner peace i feel jus staring at them. I also get to think deeply and properly in front of a piece. 2. I think everyone ought to be allowed to have their "my time".... the time when no one else can intrude no matter what they do.... its rather annoying that other people don't get it when i need to be quiet and unassuming 3. I like to fall into “an imaginated” world of mine just before I fall asleep and wake up to music 4. Ladies’ watches are fashion items I hav failed to understand…a watch big enuff to indicate the numbers and time is just good enuff for me 5. I think I ...

couldn't jus bring myself to type at work or at home yestadayand i really wanted to talk about yestaday my only 'self-made' holiday.............my birthday is a natural one lol!!!!yestaday was "back to reality day" march 31;i hav been celebrating this day for 8 years its my day of remembering the rootz, stickin to the rootz, and letting the rootz dictate my pace............n then i wanted to blog about "the wrong turns i took" anyways my yestaday seemed pretty much ok i went to work, spoke at work, ate at work, lol!!!! oo took a long walk also met some other girl who works in the buildin and was wonderin why i didn't wear earrings on my ear lobes lol!!! didn't show her the stud tho, she'll notice some other tym my left knee tendon has been hurtin for like two weeks n i hav to wear an annoyin bandage but the walk helped to ease off the 'oh! so' annoyin pain i was so glad to put oFf work yestaday, twas some sort of huge relief my weeken...