rants of an IT fly girl

i am havin one of those days that includes me shutting out the people around me and me thinkin and thinkin till.... crying over spilled milk they say is a waste of time how about crying before the milk is spilled? or when the milk is being spilled crying...................we jus do it because we can it never changes anything we loose body salt in the tears we shed we keep wiping them away from our eyes and they keep coming down till we tell ourselves enough of it already but do we really feel better? ........i hav concluded .............crying brings determination the determination that helps to keep us going, growing, moving......just being alive again i'm so sad again today where is my joy and happiness? spent last night reading my diary.......and then wondering ...........life........... we are born...............helpless babies in this world we grow up with friends.........nursery school ..........more friends in the elementary school then secondary school............ we loose ...

i'm sitting at the office..........ha! its not a secret that i totally do not like workin here.............its not bad or anything...........i jus hate the fact that its well......i hav to drive there.......here..........wotever..........{i'm listen to a song i really like at the moment...its so funny .........the guy's tellin the babe he needs someone like her.......she's the curry in his rice lol!!} anyways the song is really whack and unusual............hence i like! as soon as i start workin at home again i'll stop sayin i don't like work!.............so back to my sitting i was well, thinkin about secrets; {btw the song is over}according to wikipedia, That which is kept hidden is known as the secret..........in otherwards that which u want no one to know about is called a secret..........one of the laanites, zinzi can never keep in anything she hears or sees......she loves to 'tell-it-all', can u blame her? suppressin stuff could be fatal lol!!!!......