rants of an IT fly girl

It's the last day of 2015, it's been real!!! 365 days of mistakes, shortcomings, laughter, smiles, playfulness,journeys, walks, friends, dancing, new places, many many things Thankful for grace to be alive despite it all Made new friends, still have amazing friends and will be getting rid of unfriendly friends in 2016 My friend and I had a bit of a row at some point in November... I felt like a complete eejit. I am thankful we've walked... talked... over it... Irreplaceable friends are hard to find. I learned a lot, my first fully illustrated children's book comes out in the first half of 2016, I am thankful for some team ups I am involved with, soooo thankful. The last quarter of the year was the best for me, can't trade mine with anyone's I got a MacBook Pro, for me a huge errrr highlight, and then I got to meet amazing people in Ghana! Twas an experience I still relive. Thank God for videos So this new year, I am outspoken Goal #2. This year I will speak out ...

i'm havin one of those days i really wonder why i am where i am......................then the post i typed prevvy to this one got wiped off and i hav to re-type................i keep sayin silent prayers to boost my spirit up......... i hav had this thot in my head for a while...................am i a show off? i am very proud of my friends and even tho i may not tell i to their faces i am.........i always go on and on about them..........i don't seem to be able to hold a conversation these days without putting in a word or two about them............my boss sagie made something.........or my sister did this........or my cousin said that..........or the bee did that.........or T is involved with this.......or my J.L friend made that..........or Y.bee said this.......or it once happened to my homegirl.......or the tweet is......... i just keep goin on and on.......... does it make me a show of? am i full or overflowing with pride? my friends are special in their own little ways e...

.........i was still thinking how hurt i had been because of what he did and then said, and this thought sprang in my mind "i'ld rather stick my nose in the business of a toad than in anything that concerns him!" but do i really mean it? would i be able to achieve my plight? what if the toad doesn't want intruders like me too.......21 questions..... i guess i'm still ticked off he did appologize, but the deed had been done my daiz!!boy was i embarassed to a fault.....i felt like a complete wuzz.........helpless feeling i hate ......if he did it once he could do it again......i like to avoid such repitition by withdrawing and entering air tight shell........ie.........totally shut such out! i'm still ticked off!!! and then he showed ...........something really weird happened to me........i guess i'm used to being on the giving side.......my friend's friend topped up 5quid on my oyster jus because he didn't want me to climb up out of the station to g...

gosh jus' when i think i'm gettin the hang of financial accounting and income statements and balance sheets and bank reconciliation then WHAM......its hits me in the face and i jus don't get the questions i try to tackle..............ish!!! irritating!!! so much for studyin sef!!! i won't stop tho.......till the exams are well, over and done with last saturday i went to pick up fruits from a market not so far from home..............cheaper........my mom wants me to eat organic fruit.........well!!!!....... anyway so i picked up apples, oranges........etc n i was heading home.......and then i spotted a guy selling packed ribena.......... 8 for a pound what!!!! a very good bargain i say to myself........ of course i bought 8 was almost tempted to go for 16 but i changed my mind got home and was about to store away my prized ribenas when i looked on the top of the little packs they had expired last DECEMBER!!!! my daiz!!!!! i couldn't even frown!!!!! and the plums i bo...

I really go to read in the library….. I walk in pick a table pull out my books, place them on the table place my bag by the side of the chair take off my glasses and … get down to ‘reading’ how I notice every other thing beats me!!! So yestaday I went to the library again …the security guy on duty was the lame doo-faced guy who has been askin me to hav ‘coffee’ or lunch with him … I don’t get wot part of the I’m not interested part the guy doesn’t get!!!!.....anyhow once the guy asked me if ‘we’ (I dunno who we are!!) were doin ‘coffee’ aagh!! Niceme smiles again n says NOT INTERESTED!! Then he says Ur lookin sweet today!!!.....i had to make a funny sound n raise my eyebrows…. N the guy was like yes its true!!!! Gosh! Wot on earth!!?!?! SWEET!!! Eejit!! … I wasn’t goin to let the doo-face guy spoil my day… once again where is my Library godmother when I need her!!.... to shut him up!!! ….well I thot I picked a good spot near the window…..a table for jus two peop...