rants of an IT fly girl

...If I could hug you now, somethings are beyond our human understanding Sometimes trying to 'get' just messes up things If I could hug you now... If I simply could Got your franchise celebrity yet? 'Roll' out n do so Let's support Mo'cheddar, it's knighthouse baybi!

Not really the end it isn't over For 'Ally' sakes our friendship still stands On the other side Something good or something bad back to this end... which isn't really the end began with a move,a finger movement Then a hand movement Which graduated to the lips And the wagging of the hips Then slowly, the temporary parting This end which isn't the end For the story only just began "something good or something bad" This year, I am 25...

The middle Right at the core the attraction stayed At first it was surface simple May be suppressed for 'ally' sakes For 'ally' sakes I tell you But there was a leak Little drops of water A trickle- drip-drip-drip Like an hour glass,one side labelled friendship The other side 'something good' or 'something bad' Becomes a choice... It stayed,the attraction It dripped into the other side This year I was 25 it has been...

I have been growing And I have been learning But why are there always 'buts' Sometimes I want to be super human I keep striving more like,I keep trying even harder Losing my strength, draining my power Pushing out... I get selfish, I really can't do it on my own I know this, but why do I still struggle? I release then hold back Makes me a wretched human Am i sucking at this thing Lead me not into temptation Deliver me from evil For evil leaves on me scars It wrinkles me leaving me shrivelled Touch me and make me whole 'I release me' This year I am 25 has been... *listening to "in•my•system"*

it's 14th of october... i still believe great people are born on this day happy birthday Gramps we all miss you in our different ways

"Nigeria at 50, Day 11 – Baroque ...there is a reason our flag colours have stayed simply as green and white Green is life abundant, it is nature , it is cool and calming, it is a balance, it is harmony Green is a 'green leaf' White is clean, it is pure and encourages new beginnings, it is light and peace. White is sharp and stain free. White is healing. White is a 'white lily' And then green comes again, green means no matter how low we fall, we won't stay at the bottom. We will spring back up. It may not be as fast as you want it... but we won't remain so low. Nigeria may be 'bad' by worldly standards, 'developing' by earthly standards, 'in debt' by financial standards, prone to 'power cuts' by electricity standards, 'highly polluted' by green-issues standard... so many standards, so many check lists however a huge number of the world's happiest people reside there and are her children and this wo...

isn't it easy for people to live your life for you, they know what is good for you they know what is bad for you all the while neglecting what is wrong with them. If whatever is wrong with slaps them in the face they won't even know because they are too busy telling you how you don't do this and you don't do that funny thing is they keep heaping their own faults on their shoulders and they are stooping over from the weight. when they are totally bent, will it be ok for me to laugh at them, i wonder... do many people believe in the god religion? Do they practise what they preach? i want to shout out it is my life, we are all individuals if we needed to share how to live then 'individual' won't be a word we know. let me learn, let me make mistakes but don't try to live for me what you are not making much of a good job doing... or what you are struggling to keep up with Silence doesn't make a man fool, even a fool seems wise when he keeps quiet i better...