rants of an IT fly girl

i'm officially soooooo angry ....... i'm smokey! everything i had typed earlier jus went off like that!!! really pissin!!!!!!! "A pesky planetary influence suggests that you might be put on the spot today, despite your efforts to remain uninvolved with someone else’s problems. You’ll be radiating sensitivity, which is why you’re likely to attract this person. Be guided by your instincts on this one!" my horoscope for today! so i'm in a spot!!!!!!!!!yes i am pissed off at the top up!!!! very pissed.............when a gift is given the best way to show appreciation is by sayin 'thanks you' and just that........its an unwritten basic rule in the in life's hand out!!!!! u don't giv back to show appreciation or how oh! so! grateful u assume u are!!!!! i'm not being an ingrate neither i'm i lackin euk!!!!!i giv a gift; u say 'thank u!' full stop! the end is well! some people seem to........aaaaagh!!!!! i'm puffin!!!!! and NO!!!!! i do...

m wearin u r lol!!!!! ok call me backwards but i jus watched the Devil wears Prada on wednesday night!!!! yeah!! whateverrrrr *rolling my 'r' like the french do! well i watched it at the most timely time :-)!!!! because we really need ideas on what style, type,....dress to wear ooo but them dresses oops!expensive imagine me telling my grandpa we all(9 girls) want designer dresses that will cost about 300pounds and then we'll hav to hav sandals that match and clutches that go.then the bangles,necklaces,rings, hairstyles and all that will be used like oh me gosh!!!! ok!!! wake me up; i'm wishfully thinking again lol!!!!!! trust my good old grampa to wear his stuff that has been carefully folded into his closet pull out his shoes n he's ready in 15mins jus that or even less while the pile of girls(he has more girls) are dilly-dallyin in powder n hairsprays(i totally loved that movie) n the likes lol!!!!! been checkin the available sites for the available items, its mor...

today i'm havin an exceptionally bored day at work coupled with the fact that i hav been talkin to Ivan - luke's imaginary friend in "if you could see now" by Cecelia Ahern ..... the author of "Ps i love you"..................freaky! lol!!! i'm jus kiddin i'm soooooo bored i'm thinkin i'm seein things n hearing things :-(! oo the leech talks aloud to herself .....who knows the leech prob sees olivia lol!!!! told the leech the stuff yestaday tho i left out some stuff so officially the leech is off,sadly we don't get to talk about the leech anymore bo-ho-bo-ho no one to taunt n bully one this spot lol!!!!!! double dee is such an ingrate!!!!!!!!!!!! someone's not gettin help from me anymore it seems oh! dear why can't i jus call in ill one day n then ask my friend to take me out for the day **wishful thinking some silly bad lady driver hit my front bumper this mornin. it was no big deal cept she's a bad driver!!! read a stupid; r...

this mornin came up with a conclusion......btw i'm not surprised capricorn people suffer from repression or some other chronic form of depression..........they think too much!way too much, which sadly includes me! ................well back to my conclusion.............i will tell the leech "i am not ur friend, kindly never refer to me as ur friend......the last tym i checked normal people didn't hav mad people as friends or did i hear u wrong when u said i was mad 3tyms or there about, i will rather b refered to as "that girl" kindly keep ur distance as i don't want a situation whereby i say things i don't mean and then hav to suffer to take back my words after and also i don't like usin unnecessary and uncalled for words spent my last nite watchin the academy awards.......the oscars!!!!! i loved everything totally gav me an idea for a designer/model/style journalist awards nyte. speakin of that i would love it if i'm called to b a presenter at th...

ok its me again the melancholic IT girl who blogs on this page!!!!...........in case...... spent my morning reading extensively on; yoga - which i hav decided notto take up anymore my star n all wots associated with it - which i hav thanked God for being a melancholic - ha ha! so other people could come up with theories and classify human beings n the likes i decided against yoga becos i 'feel' it would b again my own religious belief and me.....myself..... don't get me wrong - i like indians, i like the hindu culture i like their wedding ceremonies also and i'll like to go to india n attend one too but we all hav our "circles".....inner circles and as such i won't b a yoga person instead i will create my own methods of exercising and mediating on the word of God the bible together.........paul wrote that physical exercise profits the body a little also I learnt about my star being me being a capricorn this morning. I really enjoyed readin about the char...

.........got a call from my sister's boyfriend's dad that his (the dad) aunt passed away tonyte.............. when i called my mom to tell her she asked me "why"..........i don't hav so many answers!i'm just a young growin girl ..........................she was a beautiful woman, i went to her place on the last saturday in the month of January to see her. Just a visit, and also to give a gift,she looked hail and hearty, still full of life n energy she was. we talked about my brother, about my little sister, about my older sister, about my grandpa, about my grandma, about her older brother(my sister's boyfriend's grandpa), about my mom, about my dad, about our country, about the holidays, about her daughters, about her grand kids, about my going back to london, about life. got my title from a book Beautiful Ones Are Not Yet Born written by a Ghanian author Ayi Kwei Armah tho the book is centred on the corruption 'rot' that characterized post-i...

this mornin while lookin thru the news on the msn homepage i read about the guy who walks into an ongoin class in NIU America,stands on the stage n starts shootin in the direction of the students how rather sad is the fact that 5 students are dead n two are in critical condition......eventually the guy also ends his life............. rather sad for the guy that he looked around n thot 'i'm not worth bein alive!! no one wants me around, i'll rather b dead.......mayb take some down with me so i can b remembered' treurig!!!! the gun man will only be always remembered as gunman n his name never worthy of bein mentioned at times we all wonder how some things happen? who really allows these things to happen?.................and ask all sorts of questions most of these questions bein rhetorical as there are jus not answers..............non at all whether in the mountains or valleys or the oceans!!! look at the african countries!!!!! people go months without eatin tangible stuf...